She wants, to be everything.

I’ve been rejected from what I thought was my own kind. There’s nowhere for me. Anywhere.

They have photographs of me on that site. I thought it was somewhere where I cold be safe and trust people, I’m totally freaking out now they’re all going to rip apart my images and laugh at me I know it. Genuinely crying now why did I post pictures online anywhere I’m so fucking stupid

To everyone from Proanaonline:

I just got BANNED from the forums cause someone completely misinterpreted one of my posts and got incredibly butthurt about it.

On the topic of reverse thinspiration (of which other girls stated they used it) I said when I did I used BBW because their weight is fully intentional.

I was of course referring to sites like http://www.bigbbw.biz/

Some girl googled BBW and got a forum aimed at larger girls, assumed I went there to laugh at them and had a massive rant at me and I’m now banned.

Proanaonline was MY place for support and friends and discussion, somewhere I went every day and she’s taken that away from me - I’m absolutely fuming and really upset about this. Really fucking upset. Where else can I go now??? What else am I meant to do? I was so happy to find a site I thought I fit in but apparently you don’t even get to defend yourself when someone WRONGLY takes offence

I’m really fucking frustrated I could cry